na maanga humne zindagi mein kabhi kisi se(A Sad Poetry)

 

na maanga humne zindagi mein kabhi kisi se, jo chaaha tha 
humne mila wo hume uss rab ki marzi se, na maangi humne chaahat aur na maangi thi humne mohabbat, wo hume mili lekin uss rab ki marzi se,

koshish ki humne na rulaaye kabhi  kisi ko, de sirf khushiya har kisi ko, jo kar sake  wo karte gaye hum, badle mein mile iske bhale aansu aur gam, fir bhi na ki kabhi ko gila kisi se, chupchaap sabki khushi ke liye ye sehate gaye hum,

ye zindagi mere har pal imtihaan leti gayi, log aaye meri zidangi mein aur ye badalti gayi, koshish to humari har pal ye hi rahi ki na toote dil kabhi kisi ka humse, na chhote saath kisi ka jo mila hai mujhe sabhi ka,

logon ne shayad meri iss saadagi ko hi meri mazboori samajha, jo koshish rahi meri sabko khushi dene ki usse hi meri kamzori samjha, meri baaton ko naadani samajh kar har lamha thukraate rahe log, 

jo aadat thi meri khushi sab ko de kar khud har dard sehane ki uss aadat ko hi meri khata bata kar mujhe hi sataate rahe log, har waqt isliye rulaate rahe log, aanu dekh kar mere na pighalta tha dil unka, wo inn aansu ko hi apne jeet samajhte rahe, unki jeet hai isme shayad isliye hum bhi aansu unki khushi k liye bahaate rhe,

duniya ko khush rakhne ki koshish thi humari, chaahe khud ko chalna pade kaanton par lekin koshish rahi ki  humari chale wo phoolon ki chaadar par jo saath mere ho, door kar du har dukh uska chaahe uskee jagah rona mujhe ho, chheen k uske aankon se har ek aansu ko main pee jaau amrat samajh ke lekin uske dil mein na kabhi koi dard ho, jo bahe uske aankhon se fir ye aansu wo din mera zidnagi ka aakhiri ho,

thi meri ye hi duaa har uss shakhs ke liye jo aate mere kareeb lekin kuch waqt ke liye, jaane kyon mujhse har kisi ne naata toda, meri duaa mein hui kya kami jo sabhi ne hai mujhse har rishta toda,

nahi ki koi faiyaad uss rab se apne liye, ki thi jo daua wo thi sabke liye, fir kyon ye zamana mujhse rooth gaya, jo ayaa mere dil ke kareeb wo hi mujhse door huaa,

zindagi mein na maanga tha humne kisi se kuch fir kyon zindagi ne hi mujhe kyon liya sab kuch loot, lekin nahi hai koi shikwa aaj bhi kisi se, khush rahe mujhe dard dene wale ye hi dua hai meri uss rab se..

na maanga humne zindagi mein kabhi kisi se, jo chaaha tha humne mila wo hume uss rab ki marzi se, na maangi humne chaahat aur na maangi thi humne mohabbat, wo hume mili lekin uss rab ki marzi se,,

na maanga humne zindagi mein kabhi kisi se, jo chaaha tha humne mila wo hume uss rab ki marzi se, na maangi humne chaahat aur na maangi thi humne mohabbat, wo hume mili lekin uss rab ki marzi se...

har ghadi intzaar mujhe tera aaj bhi hai

har ghadi intzaar mujhe tera aaj bhi hai, kahte nahi hum par pyaar
hume tujhse aaj bhi hai, dur tujhse karte hai apna ye dil par wo to tere paas aaj bhi hai, naa ummid hai hum tere jaane par lekin tere lautne ki ummid hume aaj bhi hai, door tere hone ke baad bhi hume apne paas tere hone ka wo ahsaas aaj bhi hai,

ae kaash jara tu dekh paata ek baar
mere dil mein chhipi mohbbat ko, jaan paata meri naarajgi mein chhipi

meri aashiki ko, kaash meri har baat ko tu samajh paata, kaash jaan pata meri sabrah mein chhipi tujhse milne ki uss besabri ko,

  kaash meri chaahat ko tu apne liye dekh paata, hai pata mujhe
ki tujhe matlab nahi mere zazbaaton se, tujhe matlab hai to sirf khud se aur apne ahsaas se, 

par mujhe zindagi ke har mod pe intzaar tera aaj bhi hai, tu
nahi hai mera par meri har saans pe adhikaar tera aaj bhi hai,

tujhse juda
ho kar bhi mujhe tera hone ki aas aaj bhi hai, har ghadi mujhe tera
intzaar aaj bhi hai, kahte nahi par ye mohbbat bhi hume tumse aaj
bhi hai har ghadi intzaar mujhe tera aaj bhi hai..

mann karta h

"kabi kabi bhuli hui kuch baato ko yad karne ka mann karta h, kabi kabi kuch khoyi unn cheezo ko fir se paane ka mann karta h, bhooli bisari yaado ko sanjo kar rakhne ka kabi kabi mann karta h, jo waqt k jhoke k saath mujhse dur chale h dost kabi kabi unhe fir se apne paas laane ka mann karta h, jo dost itni dur nikal gaye h mujse unn tak pahuchna h mushkil jo mere liye, kabi kabi aise dosto ko dhund kar fir se apni zindagi me laane ka mann karta h.. "

na chaah thi mujhe sone chandi ki....

na chaah  thi mujhe sone chandi ki, na chaah thi mujhe kisi afsaane ki, chaah thi to bas ye hi ek kisi ka pyaar paane ki, shaayad kismat se maine kuch jyaada hi mang liya, jo wo de na saki pyaar apno ka,usse maine gerron se paane ki khwaaish ko bata diya, kismat se mujhe kabhi mil na saka pyaar kisi ka, jo bhi mujhe mila sirf ashko k siwa na  usne kuch diya,maine to bas pyar manga tha par usne gam aur tanhai k siwa kuch na diya, na mil saka pyar mujhe kabhi kisi k chahe raha ho wo  apno ka ya fir gerron ka, nahi thi koi aur tamanna meri zindagi ki, afsos maine tochaahat ki thi bas ek sachhi mohabbat ki, na chaah ki thi sone chaandi
ki, khata itni humse hui ki jo likha nahi uss rab ne taqdir-e-zindagi mein meri bas chaahat ki usse paane ki,chaah ki thi bas pyaar paane ki......

kaash iss duniya me koi to aisa mil paata

kisi b shakhs k galat kadam (suicide, nashe ki lat, ekantwas, sanyas, chori, daketi, aatankwaad etc) uthaane k pichhe koi ek shakhs ya ek kaaran nahi hota, kisi b
shakhs ko aisa krne k pichhe bahut saare log aur kaaran hote h, aur wo
shakhs jo aisa karne ka apna mann bnata h wo ye kadam uthaane k aakhiri waqt tak ye
sochta aur ummid krta h ki:-  

 kaash iss duniya me koi to aisa mil paata jisse mai apni dil ki har
baat khul  k bta pataa, koi hota kaash mere saath jiske
saath mai apne saare gam bhool k khushi k chand lamhe bitata, koi hota
kaash mere paas jo mere kahe bina kuch meri aankhon se hi dil me
chhipe dard ko dekh pataa, kaash koi meri hassi me chhipi maayusi ki
wazah jaan pataa, kaash koi to itni bdi duniya me aisa hota jo apne
seene se laga k mujhe kuch pal k liye sahi par har dard se dur le
jataa, uskaa saath aur uska itna pyaar kaafi tha mujhe zinda rakhne k
liye, wo shakhs muje pta h na to pariwaar ka hota aur na rishtedar ka,
na wo padosi hota aur na dost hota, na wo premi hota aur na
jeevansaathi, sachh to ye h ki ye saare rishte hi mil kar majbur krte
h khud ko mitane k liye, par inn sabse alag wo kaash mil jataa muje jo
deta sirf pyaar, itna pyar kaash milta muje jo har baar zindagi ki jang
ladne aur jeetne ki taakat deta, iss berahm duniya mein har rishte se door kaash wo kahi to hota jo mujhe samajh paata, kaash ae meri badnasib zindagi wo
kahi to hota, wo benaam pyar ki moorat, wo anjaan c soorat kaash
khwaab nhi hakikat hota, kaash wo kahi to hota, khwabon me nhi shamil
meri tanha zindagi me hota, kaash wo kahi to hota.....

bhool ja ab usse.......Sad Poetry....

ye dil mera kise puraakrta hai, ae mere paagal mann tu kiski raah dekhta hai, jo dete rahe hai ab tak tujhe sirf gam aur aansu tu unhi ki raah kyon taakta hai, tujhe nahi hai pata iss zamane ka zara bhi, tujhe nahi koi khabar iss duniya ki thodi bhi, log milte hai, ek rishta banaate hai, kuch unn rishton ko aaj ya kal mein tod jaate hai aur kuch unhe kuch aur pal tak nibhaate hain par ant mien anjaam to fir wo hi unhe chhod k jaana hi hota hai, ae mere paagal mann kuch to ab samajh tu bhi, jinki rakhi hui hai aas tune milne ki, hai jo tere mann ki gehrai mein ek wo ummid unka pyaar pane ki, tu jo sochta hai wo karte hai tujhse hai pyaar, tujhe rakhenge apne dil mein aur denge har lamha khushiyon ki bahaar,

 to jaan le ae mere dil wo na to kabhi karte the tujhse pyaar aur na kar sakenge kabhi tujhse pyaar, khushiyon ki bahaar to door tujhe sirf denge aansu aur gam beshumaar, tujhe ab tak lagta tha ki wo nahi hai auron jaise rishte bana kar unhe yu chhod kar jaane wale, par jaan le ae mere paagal mann hai to wo bhi ek saadharn insaan, wo kaise kar sakte hai maanav vayvhaar se khud ko alag, zazbaaton ko jaise insaan rondta hai apne matlab k liye perron tale waise hi unhone bhi teri har baat aur usme chhipi har bhaavna ko kuchla hai perron tale, nahi tha unhe matlab tujhse aur teri baaton se, unhe jo tha matlab wo tha jo ek maanav ka apne vipreet k liye hota raha hai aaj tak, ae mere paagal mann isliye tujhse baar baar meri ye hi ek vinati hai bhool ja ab usse, bhool ja wo sab, bhool ja har pal jo jiya tha tune unke saath, chala tha kuch door tu bhi unke, kuch dekhe the sang unke khwaab tune, bhool ja ae mere paagal mann sab kuch tu bhool ja, aur agar na bhool saka tu usse, milega dard har pal tujhe, ruaalate rahenge har pal wo tujhe, aankhon se behati ye nadi ki dhaara na kabhi rukegi teri, inhe dekh kar humesha unke chehare pe muskurahat bhi bani rahegi,  har pal milegi sunapan aur tanhari tujhe unse, na ho sakegi fir kabhi iske koi bharpai, 

isliye ae mere paagal mann  kisi k liye nahi tu apne liye sab kuch bhool ja, jeena seekh ja tu ab unke bina, rahna seekh ja tu ab unke bina, wo kaun sa door ja kar tujhse tujhe yaad karte honge, wo kaun sa tujhe waha par pukaarte honge, khush honge wo apne jeevan shelly mein waha fir tu kyon karta hai koi fikar unki, jaise wo khush hai tujhse door ja kar, tu bhi ab unke bin khush hone ki aadat bana le, soch le tu bhi ae mere paaagal mann, ek na ek din to unhe tujhse door jana hi tha, wo tujhse door jaane ka ek aur kahar laate isse pahle hi tune unpe koi ek to sitam kiya, unse mile anek dard mein se koi ek to unhe diya, jo todte wo rishta tujhse na hota sahan tujhse, tune tod kar rishta ye ahsaan kiya hai khud pe, bas ek fariyaad hai ae mere paagal mann jaise tune tod diya hai rishta unse par saagar ki gehrai se bhi jyada jo tere mann ki gehrai hai usse bhi kar de juda ab usse, bhool ja ab usse, jee le apne liye, bhool ja ab usse.........

kar du zindagi se juda tujhe ab.....

"meri har subah mein teri hi yaad hoti hai, meri har shaam mein teri hi baat hoti hai, dil kahta hai mera ki bhool jaau tujhe ab, kar du juda khud se tujhe ab, par jaise din dhal k hoti hai raat mujhe tadpati hai tere sang bite  lamho ki  har baat, kahta hai mera ye paagal mann bhool kar saare wo shikwe aa jau ab tere paas, tu bhi bhool kar saare wo gile aa jaye ab mere paas, par jab yaad aane lagti hai teri wo ruswaiyon ki kahaniya, tera dil todna aur fir door ja kar mujhe hi ilzaam dena, mujhe rula kar khud ka yu muskurana, baat baat pe tera mujhe hi satana, har baat pe mujhe hi galat batana, bin galti pe meri tera bewzah hi yu ruth jana, yaad kar teri wo baat purani tujhse juda fir mera ye mann hone lagta hai, aane lagati hai ye aawaz dil se fir tod du har rishta ab tujhse , bhool jau ab tujhe, kar du apni zindagi se ab alag tujhe....."